Restless In September-->

Lately I’ve been kinda restless. Not really feeling motivated to complete any one task and overwhelmed by a few things. I’m aware part of it is my breakup, some of it is that business has taken a slight dip this month in growth and I am trying to spread my time thinner by spending more time with my son and a little time hanging with my ex-girlfriend. I’m spending a little time with her just so we can be sure that things should be the way they should be right now. So, I’ve been stopping working 12-14 hour days and easing up to work 8-9 hour days instead.

Business puts a lot of demands on you and I would like to say to anyone planning on starting a business "Please, make sure you have the fortitude to deal with the demands of business before you decide you want to run a business." I know, I’m bitching a bit because, really, I love business even though it’s taxing on my spirit sometimes.

This month has been extra difficult for many reasons and thus has made me restless and unable to focus. A lot of old contacts have come back in to my life to contact me, which has been interesting. Also, doing a lot of consulting with people and helping others with advice and words of wisdom. For October I will gain my focus back and put my eye back on the prize. September was the 1 year anniversary of Cogwise Software (which my partner and I started one year ago).

I’m considering a vacation to the Carribean in November and am setting the wheels in motion to make it happen. Already applied for my passport and am putting together some new contracts to increase the available cash flow in our company. Also put up our new website for CogWise Software.

I know this short article is all over the damn place. I just felt like writing and needed to represent my ambition for the coming month to start it off the right way. It’s going to be an effective month. I’ll be writing a lot more this coming month as well.