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I’m writing this for someone in particular who I know doesn’t read my blog and probably won’t read it because I’m not going to tell them I wrote it but nonetheless I feel like I have to get it off my chest and put it in the air.

Yeah, hun, with me it’s stop or go, I don’t have much of a throttle.

I chase my heart’s desire and my feelings can’t be kept in a bottle.

I have learned to slow measure my life as I have aged but I am who I am.

You’d like to hold against me how I got here and all I have to say is, damn.

Yeah, I don’t have the best of patience but I make up for that flaw in raw ambition.

If you knew my true self like that I feel I’d have you plottin, projectin and wishin.

Now that I’ve seen what I need, it may not be you but it’ll be hard to be with less.

My life is made up of the lessons god wants me to learn seemingly in emotional undress.

I have to believe he sets me up for success by making me feel the pain of temporary loss.

I’ve owned everyone else’s pain in the past and my heart is weakened from bearing a cross.

Maybe you should understand why I feel you’re different or maybe it’s not for all that.

I honestly don’t have the fight in me to know what or where my soul’s balance is at.

I guess I should speak your name to the wind and let an equivelent take your place.

I don’t know how you got me out on an empty road, no shoes and wanting to race.

I feel like I’ve been stripped bare of my logic and whispering to the winds of afterthought.

You left me with this definition of woman that seems impossible but now must be sought.

Yeah, my last situation was something that took a lot out of who I was.

You reminded me romance & adventure filled my whole world at one point, just because.

However, I take a lot from the smallest of experiences and you taught me.

I have this high standard for what a woman will have to show and be.