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I haven't written in a while! A lot of things have happened. Had my birthday party at Pearl Restro in downtown Nashville.... which I may write another article about. Been in a relationship for a while with my new girl. Enjoying life and working hard. I'm focused and back at kicking ass. But, what I want to talk about today is how the seeds of doubt are more poisonous than any other thing in life. Doubt of one's self, doubt of one's partner, doubt of ones friends, etc... Once the seeds are sewn it takes a huge amount of personal strength to kill those seeds. Sometimes I wonder if it's because of my personal journey that I found doubt to be like kryptonite but I see other people paralyzed with doubt and unable to be proactive because they are shadowed in this chaos of doubt and negative inner suggestion. So, I understand from watching others that this is unlikely to be just me. 

Anyone, including yourself, can sew the seeds of doubt in your life if you let it happen. It's not usually because your friends or others want to see you do bad but it's likely because they are looking out for you and trying to make you aware of all the pitfalls that are possible. Be careful not to get overwhelmed in things you cannot control and things that are generally outside of your sphere of influence. Just because something is in your view doesn't mean it's something you can control and it's best to focus on the things you can control and let the things you can't control play themselves out. I am always aware of those things which are out of my control and I have a hard time not trying to control those things or being aware that I can't control them. That's what I'm working on. 

It's true that there are those people that would rather see you fail and the more successful you are the more of those people will live to see your downfall because misery loves company. It can be hard to not tune out the noise of strangers who give warnings out of malicious intent if you aren't used to people who do this type of thing. Surely, this can be a danger to be aware of that can potentially halt or slow your rise through life. Sometimes strangers give gifts and sometimes strangers deal in poison but strangers never give without self interest. I'd rather not let the whispers of strangers clutter my mind but I stay aware and remember the words of strangers. 

Watering the seeds of doubt can be a poisonous endeavor. Remember, all things will eventually come to light in their own time. Nothing can hide forever and every experience in your life has it's purpose and it's imprint of wisdom.